i am so sorry to hear that Cinnamon isn't imroving!

but i think you should keep your hopes up and believe in that she will pull through, especially if the vet said she might
i also think you shlouldn't beat yourself up over this situation. you did what you thought was right in spaying Cinnamon. i would have done the same.

plus, she very well might be just fine after she gets thouroughly medicated and time heals her wounded area. spayings are very traumatic to these little female animals. i lost a
female rat to bad spaying experience a couple years back and it really did break my heart too. So, just hang in there - and me and my buns will be praying for you and yours.
