I so do appreciate the support. This is the hardest thing I have ever done. I too am so sorry for your losses, I would have never imagined this event in my life to be this hard.
Bina you asked a couple questions, I would love to answer, maybe you can tell me.
Brandie is about 14, is barely drink or eats. I got her soft food so that she can get something down. I don't see that she is going to the restroom, I have two cats so it is a bit difficult to see.
She walks but very slow, and short distances. She looks very peaceful when she sleeps. I am very allergic to cats, but this morning I let her in my bedroom because she was crying. She walked around a bit, then walked in my shower and just stood there, eventually sitting down. The shower was still wet from my shower.
I do not want her to suffer and right now she looks miserable, like when I get sick. She is dehydrated but drink small amounts of water.
I have made the decision to send her to Jesus but not until Friday, I need some time with her before she leaves me.
I can't stop crying, I love her so much. I feel that she is going through the motions and that is all, basically all she can do.
She was diabetic and that went away, now her little body is just surviving. It is like she was fine one minute and the next, she went down hill and I can't bring her back; just love her and let her go.
My husband is taking this hard and he is coming to the point that he is ready to save goodbye.
Thank you everyone, I need this so much and I do appreciate the site for being open.
God bless you