I know how you feel
He is adorable and I am soooooo sorry for your loosing your baby. Well, I think he is very handsome. I know what you mean about having to wait. My New boxer boy is concieved but not born yet. Deuce is due in November and have to wait till january to get him. I am going insane. I cant wait till I get to choose him out of litter and me and the breeder have become close and friends. It will be soooo sweet when that time comes. I hope it comes soon for you. Good luck with your new bundle of joy.