I'm so sorry the little baby died. And to add to your trauma, the shelter blamed you! An experience like that could put anyone off fostering for life! There are better, more supportive, groups out there.
If you want to foster, I urge you to keep looking and try again. Make sure certain things are clear up front, especially about emergency medical care. I highly doubt that losing that kitten was your fault. There could have been any number of things wrong with the baby.
I find it highly suspicious that the shelter claims to have done an autopsy. Maybe I'm cynical but I wouldn't think a rescue organization would have the resources to spare to pay for something like that. And a refusal to share the official results makes it even more fishy, in my opinion.
If you want to foster, I urge you to keep looking and try again. Make sure certain things are clear up front, especially about emergency medical care. I highly doubt that losing that kitten was your fault. There could have been any number of things wrong with the baby.
I find it highly suspicious that the shelter claims to have done an autopsy. Maybe I'm cynical but I wouldn't think a rescue organization would have the resources to spare to pay for something like that. And a refusal to share the official results makes it even more fishy, in my opinion.