Ma-Ha is going to be 9 years old in July. She's very healthy for her age. Everyone who doesn't know how old she is assumes that she's just about a year old. She still has a lot of energy and plays with everything she can find. I just get worried a lot about when she'll die. She's my best friend and we've been through a lot together, so I'm scared of how I'll handle it when she goes. Has anyone felt like this before? How did you handle it? I don't want to be constantly worrying about her. I want to enjoy my time with her while I still can!