Last night mom was blaming me and telling me how life would be easier if I wasn't here. DUH! I know! But to say no one wants me here? OUCH! So I've made plans with my man. I just need to wait until it's all ready. I don't know how long that will be though.
She constantly is blaming me or scolding me or talking down to me. She has no clue why I've run away! ITS HER! I know once I leave this time, there's no coming back. But if life is going to be like this here. I won't want to! I appreciate what they've done but when I wake up stressed and crying...it's bad! I can't take it! She can't even treat me like an adult! What's sad is she can't becasue she thinks she already is! And she's not! Oh I wish I could tell it all but I can't go into a lot of details.
At least James is defending them. It's the family...and me (and I'm their daughter! James is my ex!)
She constantly is blaming me or scolding me or talking down to me. She has no clue why I've run away! ITS HER! I know once I leave this time, there's no coming back. But if life is going to be like this here. I won't want to! I appreciate what they've done but when I wake up stressed and crying...it's bad! I can't take it! She can't even treat me like an adult! What's sad is she can't becasue she thinks she already is! And she's not! Oh I wish I could tell it all but I can't go into a lot of details.
At least James is defending them. It's the family...and me (and I'm their daughter! James is my ex!)