To all my PT friends...
.....,in case any are wondering ..... just wanted to let you know why I havent been around much since this past weekend.
I am very sad and going thru something terribly heartwrenching.
My barely 16 year old daughter has runaway Friday night. She left with a friend of hers who is 15 and we dont know where they are. She hasnt even called me to say that she is ok. She took clothing, shoes, purses and makeup and hair items with her.
I called all her friends, went to her charter school to let them know if they hear anything of her to please tell her to call me to at least say she is alive and ok but to please come home. I did make a police report, missing/runaway juvenielle report and they will pick her up and take her to the station if they find her before I do.
She has been giving us trouble for a while. She got mixed in with a bad crowd and we tried to keep her away from them as much as possible.
We are very upset and so are her little brother and sister. I can barely even sleep for more than a few minutes at a time and I cant even eat. I feel like I am going to throw up each time I do. Whenever I have to drive somewhere my mind wanders and I start to cry..I know that is not good, its dangerous. I pull over when that starts to happen. My other kids see me and I know its hard for them too. I dont want to lose it in front of them, ya know. My eyes hurt and my head wont stop pounding. My heart feels like its ripping into little pieces.
Even our dog knows something is wrong and is always following me around licking my hand to comfort me. I think my cockatiels sense that I am not myself too and they are quiet when I hold them and they just want to snuggle under my chin. They are trying to comfort me too.
Friends and family have been wonderful, coming over or calling throughout the day to see if there is any news and just to give us encouragment.
We had a good evening Friday night, went out as a family to eat at a nice restaurant. We didnt argue or anything. We were okay. She didnt act angry or nervous or like she was planning anything. Didnt leave a note, nothing. That hurts so bad. No calls at all so far.
Why wont she just at least call me to say she is okay? She has got to know I miss her terribly and am so worried about her.
She doesnt know how dangeous it is out there. She is too trusting and is not experienced with how bad people can be, how much they can and will take advantage of someone so young and I dont even want to think of what they might do to her. :rubcry: She is a very beautiful young girl. I am so scared for her.
Please send good thoughts our way and maybe a prayer or two. I want her back safe.
I just keep praying that nothing bad happen to her and that she doesnt do anything to make the situation worse. I want her back safely. We all do.
I wish she would just call me.
.....,in case any are wondering ..... just wanted to let you know why I havent been around much since this past weekend.
I am very sad and going thru something terribly heartwrenching.
My barely 16 year old daughter has runaway Friday night. She left with a friend of hers who is 15 and we dont know where they are. She hasnt even called me to say that she is ok. She took clothing, shoes, purses and makeup and hair items with her.
I called all her friends, went to her charter school to let them know if they hear anything of her to please tell her to call me to at least say she is alive and ok but to please come home. I did make a police report, missing/runaway juvenielle report and they will pick her up and take her to the station if they find her before I do.
She has been giving us trouble for a while. She got mixed in with a bad crowd and we tried to keep her away from them as much as possible.
We are very upset and so are her little brother and sister. I can barely even sleep for more than a few minutes at a time and I cant even eat. I feel like I am going to throw up each time I do. Whenever I have to drive somewhere my mind wanders and I start to cry..I know that is not good, its dangerous. I pull over when that starts to happen. My other kids see me and I know its hard for them too. I dont want to lose it in front of them, ya know. My eyes hurt and my head wont stop pounding. My heart feels like its ripping into little pieces.
Even our dog knows something is wrong and is always following me around licking my hand to comfort me. I think my cockatiels sense that I am not myself too and they are quiet when I hold them and they just want to snuggle under my chin. They are trying to comfort me too.
Friends and family have been wonderful, coming over or calling throughout the day to see if there is any news and just to give us encouragment.
We had a good evening Friday night, went out as a family to eat at a nice restaurant. We didnt argue or anything. We were okay. She didnt act angry or nervous or like she was planning anything. Didnt leave a note, nothing. That hurts so bad. No calls at all so far.
Why wont she just at least call me to say she is okay? She has got to know I miss her terribly and am so worried about her.
She doesnt know how dangeous it is out there. She is too trusting and is not experienced with how bad people can be, how much they can and will take advantage of someone so young and I dont even want to think of what they might do to her. :rubcry: She is a very beautiful young girl. I am so scared for her.
Please send good thoughts our way and maybe a prayer or two. I want her back safe.
I just keep praying that nothing bad happen to her and that she doesnt do anything to make the situation worse. I want her back safely. We all do.
I wish she would just call me.
I wish there was something I could do. She is in my thougts. :heart:
